Kita saket hati saket kepala semua cukup.

No, it doesnt seem enough for me to put all the blame on you coz I now seriously have no idea how to let this go. Forever it will haunt me. Again. So I cant let it go just like that. And i wish i could walk away just like that like an asshole. Yeah walk away, run if you want, be an asshole. And yes, do it more often i really do appreciate it. And so i wish i stood up for myself more often and decided for things i wanted to more often so then it wouldnt come to this day. I wish ididnt follow much like a donkey and nodded my head so much so then it didnt have to come til this point. And so i have to pay again? It makes me feel so stupid. And those are my wasted years. And i am still counting. Great. Makes me feel even more stupid. And what the fuck is there to tell about if it has already been decided. Yea tell me about it again.