The more you depend, the more you get hurt. Rumour has it.

To have only three hours of crappy sleep n have three classes and it only finishes till 6, I must say I think I did perty good today. And I drove to school. Minus me eating keropok that majority says that thing will kill me and say, everytime I see you, you always eat. And to say calm your tities, and try not to laugh at anything that you see. And trying to love pure maths, act it aint that bad lahh. Now simple lagi. And to also say that my phone lock screen picca is the picca of two chipmunks which are wanted alive.And for gods sake shit you ! ok, shit.you. ok ? you see that HELP hotline or whatever, yes and then you see me picking up the phone and dialing that number. if u aint mucho of a help. and what elseeeee mateeee. and to feel like I am having some sort of bipolar disease. I wonder how or you know, how they feel just to go thru one day of their life of one minute being ok, and the other not or people suffering from deep depression. sad aint it. i still dont know what I want to be, sigh. and then please, just, I dont have an S on my chest. well I am just telling you. coz I do try to manage on my own. is that so harddd ? and I didnt choose this, choose all these. then just why ! i am sick of it. and I hate it. And great I dont have school til thurs. me hatey it. Sudah la sudah. I think I need a swim. n icecream. and things to make me fall asleep. out.