If you say so and really mean it, then please act like one.

I never knew how sth can be so worthless, pointless at some point in life. I really dont see the point. What was the point?
I never knew that how one can be so not appreciative and see things where they should, please you are not so blind.
I never knew one can be so tired aftwr bearing, after trying, after putting up with so many things and this is what you get. I know I deserve much , much more better than all of this.
I never knew of how one can feel so stupid and at the same time made as if ones feelings and thoughts never existed moreso mattered at all. I didnt think it was important at all.
I dont know how one can be so selfish. And I see now that being selfish is not a difficult thing at all, its very easy, all you have to do is think about yourself n what you want to do at that moment and go with it. being not selfish is tough, very tough. You need to keep thinking and weighing all the things around you, be considerate and sensitive towards others.

I might have to do some reality checks. Maybe this is just not it.