I dont have to be like you. Even slightest bit. So fish it if you behave that way. Why bother ?

Trash myself and do that. No. That is not me. I might not get what you got, or what I have given or what I have gotten, forget it. What it is now is what I have. Thats all. I shouldnt be holding on to things that I never coulld have gotten. And I know I am way better than this, and I am way better than you. Yes, I can outweigh you. I just dont do it. I must be grateful with what I have.