I am not buying any. I am just wasting your time and my time here.

You can wait, you can try till how long you want, i have a heart and mind of my own too, bare in mind you are not the only one.I dont just snap out of things that could have been the times of my life. And to snap out of you cant get back what you have lost or missed. Screw you for ever doing all those to someone and making someone feel that way ever in their life. Making them feel that they are stupid, hopeless, so fucked up and tied up to something that holds and brings you down so bad. But never got the balls to throw it away. Screw for all the fact that you never realised, cared, understood all the things you have and are and will be doin. Screw you for not giving the assurance of not doing all of those things all over again, you never do try to be better. Screw you for not being understanding. Screw you for not seeing things, what is seeing eye to eye? Screw you for making as if you are the only one. And somehow, sometimes, I dont feel bad of what i have done, or karma?