Yes, I feel the strain now. Everytime I think about 22nd marchhh, I will experience mini heart attacks haha. greaaat. just great.
Ok so the biggest thing is fear, fear of not reaching my expectations well crap my expectations, my parents expectations. rolls on floor crying.
So here I say, I mmg tak aim straight as, yea I know orang cakap you want high, so aim high, set your expectations high. But I didnt takot sebab tak sampai, nak frust tak abes nanti. So I said, ok la, 8 as at least, accounts and bio boleh blah haha. But ok, what If I didnt even get 8 aisss maynnnnn. dang. Thats one.
Two. Ok fine, nobody knows that I didnt aim for straight as, oh ok, many knows la, just otherrr people kan. So when the results are out, bygkan kata ok, I got 8 as, they would be like you didnt get straight asss ? AIyoo. Imagine their face, their expression, worse their hope ! Its the exact thing like how I failed my driving license and everybody thought I was joking. But this is worse, lesen tu I sat again and I got my license hapily after that, haha, but thissss. This is like for lifeeee. adoi.
Yes indeed, this is very stressful. I am officially counting the days. sighhh !
* dak, tak termimpi2. lagiii *
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