To think of things again, maybe I wont do it. I dont want to do something that migh frustrate me and break me. Chances are, 50/50. Might happen, might be the worst thing I can feel, or might be the bestestttt thing I can ever feel. Yes, it doesnt come always, thats why I try hard to treasure it. I did for a couple of minutes before. But then after that I was likeeeee, maybe I am just sleepy and hungry. heh.