I dont understand what is so hard or difficult bout things.

Why is it like a toy, why do i feel like i am being toyed. Im tired of roller coaster rides. Im tired of life, fretting, strutting, hanging, rolling like a dice or like a wheel. Im tired of the ride on a ferris wheel. Yes, when ur up there, u can touch the sky, u get a good view. N yes when you are down, all you see is life, people, clowns. I dont like life being like a slinky. Why cant it always be like emmm, peanut butter n jelly sandwich? Yeah. Thats life. Life as it is. Patience is the key now. Just wait and see. Go as it is.