I dont know why it brings me to tears.

I cant keep saying and blaming the past because I am positive that I can do things and change things for the better, not still live like in the past. the past is the past, nak buat macam mana, I know. Just a thought to why i am not like that, why am i not like other people, normall peoplee. Hmph. Thats the thought for tonte and it really goes deep.