I can live with a hole in my heart. I know I can.

Just what were you thinking all this while ? I, till now, dont know what I did not do wrong. Honestly. It is harder than I thought. To actually accept and swallow it. Never in my life I thought I would be hearing things like that from you. I thought it just happens to other people, not to us. But I was wrong. Yeap. Should have known, no matter how much you deny it, I have seen this somewhere before. I will see it again, simillar to that. And that you have to admit and deny it and curb it.