Disappointment has a name.

We might all be able to say, yes it is ok, it is alright. Or to close one eye and say alah, tak pe lah. Or to pretend that you are ok with it and you accept it. Or to busy yourself, to keep doing things, blocking that little sick thought of yours temporary. But we also have to admit, that before you sleep, that disappointment will come and hit you and thats the last thing that you have in your mind before u sleep. Or the disappointment might be the first thing that comes into your mind first thing when you wake up in the morning and you are forced to say, owhhh, I got up at the wrong side of the bed. This might take a while since it wasnt some hope that I kept over night. It was more like a year or so. I wish it was overnight.