Friday, February 24, 2012

Does it even make a difference if I were to drown ? No.

So I think I have proven a point that I can swim almost 10 rounds non stop, well ok, almost firstly. then stop once in the middle of it to catch my breath. So thats it, in life, keep swimming non-stop till you run out of breath. either you faint and drown or you get back and sleep with the thoughts swimming in your head. why take in to account of other thoughts in your head,those other crappy stupid irrelevant things in your life ? just shut it and just swim. it is yoour life. why try so hard ?

and so I said, eat it. its up to you whether you want to digest it or vomit it out.i am not going to be there to pat you on your back to ease your vomit. in the end of the day, we all, eventually, will get back to our normal life, our normal self, our daily routine. no matter what, eventuaally la kan. so I couldnt care less. how much can it affect you anyways. 10 years time ? its not something that has been for months all this while. it wouldnt. it hasnt been even all this while. so what, rite ?

so i am scared but il try not to. this is me. i will work it out. if ur not there to tell me dont be scared because you could have, its ok. im just telling. it wont kill us. it might take a huge part of us, but it wont kill us. trust me it wont.


Sincerely,

My Bad.

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