Yes, I am not happy these few days.
Yes, I see no purpose to go through my days anymore.
Yes, I constantly feel like crap due to many reasons.
Yes, I do wish somebody would come and put an end or at least get hold of the hold button and press it for me in the meantime.
Yes, I am being highly sensitive and in constant need of attention,company and love and care.
Yes, I always feel like it is not enough and I am not getting enough.
Yes, I feel like nobody cares about me being happy or jolly or at least the normal Aiman back.
Yes, I am a cry baby right now.
Yes, I feel you are being unfair.
Yes, I really need a shoulder to cry on and a pair of ears who would willingly and sincerely listen to all of my rants without judging or snapping back at me.
Yes, I find it hard to handle my temper and be patient and tolerate these days.
Yes, I have tear glands that tends to burst every second of my life.
Yes, I need you to shut up and just listen when I say things to you, but make sure you listen.
Yes, I tend to be very cranky, almost psychotic if you want to call it that way.
Yes, I do not want to die in this but I would love to hit the snooze or hibernate button for as long as I want.
Yes, I wish I am somebody else.
Yes, I want to enjoy my life so help me here.
Yes, I would also like to move on but since you did me wrong, think again.
Yes, I dont handle dramas very well at all.
Yes, I am emotionally and physically tired now.
Yes, I did not do anything the whole effing day.
Yes, it might seem a small thing to you, but I look at the bigger picture, not the smaller picture.
So, if you have a psychiatrist's number or a therapist, do give me his or her number.
Thank you.
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