Pork Pie.

Lesson number one. Dont sleep with an angry thought in your head. It ruins your beauty sleep and u will find it very hard to actually fall asleep.

Lesson number two. Try not to get up with the first thing in your head is that angry thought. If you had no choice but to be in that state, never mind then.

Lesson number three. Dont keep thinking about the angry thought or u wont be able to be lazing and snoozing around.

Lesson number four. Simply just dont bother to get angry. Be more rational, relevant, understanding, gentle, subtle, mild, whatever u can think of. Because, yeah, I cannot act as if I am the only human being in this world who has needs.

And I really need help. To get thru all this. mentally, physically, emotionally. And by that I mean, self-help. I cant wait for people. I mean, we only have 24hours a day, so many things to do and handle, in that I also need to sleep, eat, shit, pee. And that I will get tired almost half of the day already. So yeah, I cant complain about the hours in a day but then I should manage my time well and make a master plan. And seriously, I dont care, I really dont care, call me 10 times for all I care, I dont care. And I cant believe I was in tears.