Susah sgt ka ? aku rasa xla. sebab i have done, i have adjusted my life, i have tried to please people just to not make them feel that way, susah ka ? ya mmg susah aku tau, been there done that.
Yes, I know I admit, I am a difficult person. I want things my way normally, but I do tolerate changes and adjustment or something. I tend to shut up and behave and go with it. Yes, I have a very bad temper, why dont u just pay attention a bit to that. But you have known me for more than 17 years. Fuck you still dont know how to treat me. Fuck you still dont know what I eat, what are my faves, what I dont eat. Fuck you dont know how to teach me anything. Fuck why u dont know. God. And I am this age, yeah, memang la, kalo aku laki orang cakap kencing pon tak reti lagi, memang aku tak nafikan, tapi tak payah la layan aku smpai macam ni. You ingat aku ni apa ? Bagi aku nek angin lagi, aku tinggai btui. Anak len nk ajak macam tu bole la, anak sendiri, please, bukan cara macam tu nak ajaq if u really know me.
And yeah, aku dah penat nak marah. cukup la. I have another stupid day to bare with tomorrow. double stupid on sunday. effing stupid on monday. dah. enuf. I am bored. I dont see anything that interest me in life. I am tied to all of this unwanted things. I cant do this and that. I have lost interest in some normal things that normal people enjoy. Dahla, nak apa lagi.
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