And I wish I can turn back time.

I wish I said more. I wish I did more. I wish I managed my time better for other people. I wish I took chances and risks more. I wish I did not bother and care so much. I wish I loved and cared myself more. I wish I was more selfish and mean. I wish I did not gain so much weight. I wish I did not do and commit certain things. I wish I had my own life. I wish I knew what I was doing. I wish I knew where it was all going. In the end.

But now, it does not matter anymore, at all. Life must go on. I might have lost my past, but I am not going to loose my future again.