SPM DAY NINE ~ Weyh, whats the color for DCPIP ? erm, yellow ? orange ? the end was its decolorised !

today was bio,, crappp, haha. essay memang mcam hurh ? really ? the rest was good. I liked my day today. I needed that time, I just need it.

Alrite, so accounts to goo, hehehe, ok fine, what Im going to say might sound as if I finished my accounts already but sementara ilham ada, why dont i just blog it out. i miss blogging actually. hehe. ok sooo nine downn, one more. to. go. ehehhe

shoo, yeah, i know some of us amek 9 subjs ja so kira we are done with spm and we can kiss their ass goodbye. Yes, what to do right after abes your last paper ? for me, idk lagi. If i say i can smell freedom ? hurmm, take that away from my list. The thought that comes to my mind is relief. rasa legaaa snagat2 that u dont really have to think about spm anymre. And that is the only thing I feel right now. no plans or anything yet. jsut that. and especially to those yang dah berhempas - pulas, bertungkus-lumus, memang lega giler2 pig la i tell u. as for meee, heheh, i ate hard, poopd hard, vomited hard, watched tv hard, dated hard, crapped hard. And that was how my spm was. haha

So some of us might want to do certain things, some we might consider as stupid, unreasonable, eccentric or anything u might want to call it. Waittt, before u want to do any of those stupid things, why dont u think first and reflect. What will happen if u were to do it. effects ? I mean we are 17 dah, nak 18, spm pon dah abeh, boleh p kahwen dah. haha.


So la kan, why dont, kalo nk sgt la jd extreme, throw yourself and your friends a gay or lesbian party or a beach party at your own beach bungalow. You get me ? yeah, get my joke. Plus dont forget the booze and loud music and dj. So you can go drunk at your own risk and all you want insteand of doing sth like vandalise or break the kipas into half and menyusahkan hidup orang lain just to show that ur free from spm. Capiche ? tak dak makna. Im just saying, dont do stupid things, but throwing a party is better la, the formal way.

my main point here is, instead of going crazy and doing crappish things, why dont we just behave and say our manaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy3 thanks to God first. bersyukurlah we dapat abeskan spm in one piece. and that ok la the list goes on, itu diri sendiri punya dialog mau buat, haha. say thanks to God first. Alhamdulillah.

Next in line, yes of coz, our parentssss. Instead of screaming like gorrilaz in the middle of the field and tearing your school uniform apart, why dont we go home or go to our parents and give them a hugee hug and kisses and all sorts la that u want to show your appreciation and say thanks to them. Like yeah, its not always that we show our appreciation to them, well, this goes to me. I dont normaly do it, i take things for granted, i know that.

And throughout the journey of asspeeamm, I have seen like alott from my mom. My mom sends me to school, picks me up, sends me again, rush here and there, cooks for me, makes me feel really comfortable, yeah most it dont stress me up thatt much. oh ya and brings me out and dpat beli byk2 tudung, hehehe, distress i call it. Not forgetting feeding me and asking what I want to eat, hehehe. Like everything that I mengidam I got, but3, ais kacang xdpt g, n its still in my list, hehe. All I am trying to say is, I wouldnt have made it thru without my mum and my dad by my side. My dad talking things out, making me feel better. tho yeahhh, most of the time I hope dia p keja banyak sebab xmo dia pokpek2 byk, pressure owkayyy. haha. I hope when results keluar nnti, thats also a sign of my appreciation to their sacrifices and yadddy3 la. haha, malas nk elaborate.

And not forgetting to some others too. to your bf, your gf, your buddy, your peepps, your cats haha. sapa2 yang helped you out and made u survive during the whole ordeal( yeap, spm made me feel that way), say thanks to them. I will do it well maybe a day or two after spm. Id either send u little cheesy2 notes ka or jsut plain thank u or anything. haha. All im trying to say, when I do send it to u and u get it from me, trust me, I am at my sincerest of heart ? ok that phrase is wrong but is sounded good, haha. jsut know that I really appreciate everything uve done.

But all in all, its all up to u in what way u want to celebrate your freedom from asspeeamm.