Firstly, the society. God, I hate it. I have to agree what he said. I am not all positive like all the time at home but at least i am better when i am at home. Much more relaxed, much more happier. Well rather much more prepared and cant wait to sit for my spm. At school ? damn, it makes me feel so unprepared and all so negative and it just kills me, it is killing me softly ! ok fine, shit, i have tomorrow, and the day after, I am just thinking about tomorrow. Going to school for me right now is a torture. All I am waiting for is recess,yeah, that small portion of school out of the day, or idk, things are just not to my liking. I dreaddddd.
And yea, top it all of, the wedding. I.dont.want.to.go. But yeah, I got no choice. Damn it why. I just want to die and hibernate at home. Damn it whyyy. When i dont feel like going out, and this is what i have to go thru. why. why.
okeeee, relaxxxx, relaxxxx. calm your nervesss.
And it is freaky to have a thought like that, its partly sickk. Yea, I am slowly loosing my mind, I dont get why must I feel that way. Godddd. yeap, I am crazy.
And I eatttt, and I want more cakeeee~
And you are talking shit again. It is a heartbreak warefare.
Alrite fine, back to agama and sejarah.
Any last happy words ?
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