I think i opt to just not talk about what I feel or what I think or what I want. I mean, why would I keep on fretting and getting so frustrated and what not on something that yeah just crap. Its just not gona bring me anywhere and that I am not going anywhere with it. I am gonna slowly let go of things, one by one. Yeap, my problem is just I bother and I care and I think too much. Just seriously, why bother ? Well, I have my own reasons to why I bother. but at this rate, like right now, somethings dah xdak makna dah la. forget it, move on with life. There is just no point to it.

And just a thought for today, I really wonder what do we really mean in everything we say. I have it to, I say something, but I dont mean it, then what do I really mean then actually ? Yea, I find it hard to convey even a simple thing or what is really on my mind, simply because I think too much even to just say out loud a sentence. Even right now, writing a piece aint helping. Its not that i cant write or what, just that, even the paper would hardly understand it, then who would.