I understand the guilt or the guilty conscience whatsoever crap, I mean if I were to be you, I would feel the same too. but to an extend where you let the other person step over you after all this while and take advantage of you, I think that is too much. Wayyy too much. I know I am not at the age to talk or to have a say about this, but damn, its just crap. I am 17 and have been in a relationship with a guy for over a year now, and I have the brains to not do like that la. I mean, think.about.it. What the eff is wrong with you ? And you are wayyyyyyyyy old. Tak boleh pikiaq kaa. adoih.
And how I wish that spm is tomorow or sth, I just want to get over with it asap. I mean, no this, not that, cant this, cant that. well ok fine, im watching tv like shit. haha. and actually I just want to ask for this one thing jaaa. but crapppp, its like a tor.ture.
And I feel like my insides are disintegrating at the wrong time and for the wrong reasons. Oh dear. be ok soon.
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