You will be very successful in your life.

That hit me hard.

Now3, kadang2 aku rasa tak dak makna jugak la jadi budak science. Just a thought in my oh not so productive monday morning * and mind u i tried studying ok, 3 chaps and i slept and ate, harapkan ttn shja * and even though i have my p already but I still havent drove anywhere yet. preghh. my point here is, semua ada pros and cons. pros nya kita budak science, byk la jugak pilihan. cons nya, ni lah attitude budak science.

Im just thinking, mana nya kita punya support. aku tau, aku ckp byk pasepa, skola pon xreti2 nk p, support ibrahim konon, hari sukan pon xp, no i really dont give a f about ibrahim la. ni nya, kawan2 kita, our friends, all of our form five friends. seego2 ka se xreti kita wat kawan ngn orang laen, this goes to me sebab aku xramai kawan kan, one person once said to me, u may think people around u are not important, but believe it or not, they will be important at some point later. idk la nk kata ya ka x sebab i wont be here for long, but itkinda make sense jugak la.

Kita cakap senang, ini itu, but we are not behind the curtains and doing it. kita maybe x rasa berat macam mana diorang rasa. a thought, is our behavior making it worse for them ? bare in mind, semua bdak form five akan amek spm jgak.

N i get the whole spm nk mai suma, i know, dalam ini, kita nak p pon, tertakluk kpd parents kita nk bg x, same goes to me pon, my dad expects me to eat shit sleep study spm, mmg la, tinggai bp hari ja lagi. everyone is worried, i get it. tapi a thought again, is that two or four tops five hours ur spending on this on some sunday or some day will effect your study time and make u get 10 aplus. sorry im exaggerating but i have no choice but to sebab everyone around me is. for me, in my pov, no, it wont, apa guna u study tunggang terbalek, sampai family, kawan2 u ignore, but its not quality studying. for me, i believe, u give me 30 minutes or one hour of solid, quality studying, aku rasa dh ckup and brpuas hati dah.

i know spm is coming, yea, u can still have fun, xkan la nk eat shit sleep spm, apa benda pon xyah wat kan, we still need to get some fresh air, i very need that also. well i am getting it, by not going to school. u worry, of coz u worry, tolong letak effort. jangan u xletak effort, tapi u pergi ja enjoy and balek maseh worry. bek tak payah worry. betul tak ? apa guna u worry kalau u setakat worry. u have the willpower, execute pls.

now3, lets get back to life. ^_^