Sekarang tension sebab tak tension.

Firstly, I suka sooo mucho much amalinas blog post owkayy about the whole damn stupid thing. btw i just so love it, haha. and im so fed up of listening about it sebab still, people out there are dieing of poverty and the war. but this ? nobody died.

Yeah, kepada semua yang terasa, SO TAK MATANG OWKAYH ! MOST OF US SUMA DAH 17, SUMA BADAN LEBEYH BESAQ DARIPADA AKU, SO ACT LA THAT WAY, hehehehhe. sudah. haha.

betui, apa guna studious sgt pdahal benda simple pun xle wat, nk communicate, nk bkejesama pon xleh. tu xpalah lagi, hang xmo support hang punya psai la, ni kutuk sana sini, buat mulut sana sini, rilek la bhai, sudah la bhai, hang nk ego, nk ketegaq, nk wat prangai bodo sampai mana. hang nk smpai puaih mana meh habq mai. nk organise benda2 cnni, bak kaata ckgu zuraida, xdak kredibiliti, x berketerampilan. i really felt her that morning, kepada sesiapa yang xrasa kesian ka bsalah, shoot yourself !

yeap, jgn just study smata2, im partly that also, keja xreti buat, haha, fine la i can do it if u give me the trust, i just dont. and i know, i love skipping school, owkayhh2, im not so perfect either, haha. i just keep remembering sorang ni ckp, apa guna u dok mengadap buku 24/7 pon, xdak life la wey. now i say, agak la.

we these days are too much to ourselves, books, technology, xle dgr tmbah2 terima pendapat orang. nak present diri sendiri pun xreti. some xrespect elders. i feel mcm banyak of us, including me of course, lack of those normal, natural humanly things u know. those qualities that we should have. Something that we call insan ? entah.

based on I am sam la, Sam doesnt need to be super smart or have an IQ more than 7 kalo x silap, with enough love, he won the case. What im trying to say is, idk, im too lazy to think. haha

so seeing this, I want to help. i knowww2 dah byk dah ajk suma, xpyah dok menyebok, ada jgak posibility xboleh pergi, but i wana give it a shot and try and go. kalo xpergi pun, i want to do sth. since i heard they want it to be grand-ish ka apa2, if xsilap la, i want to try n sumbang if i have any ideas.

ok fine. sekarang genap sebulan nak spm. yea aku tak panic sangat la lagi. yeah aku gila. study pun tak sangat la lagi. yeah aku double gila. haha. bole kaata xstudy laaaa. yeaaahhh2 il study tonite. kepada yg laen2, yeah. btui, pujuk la study mcm mana pun, kalo diri sendiri tak nak, tak boleh nak wat apa. paksa la mcam mana pun, xdak guna. its all bergantung on u, your own will, nk study, study, xnak study, up to u. but dah critical dah ni.

it felt good to smell the penang air. after for shoooooo3 manyyy months, felt like a year. it just felt good. but booosannnn, i almost fainted bcuz of awesome boredome. baju dua ja bekenan, ksut, xdak. damn it kan. whyyyyy ~

dah kot bazir masa. jom bca sains subject. pause sebentar, i wish i drop acc. hehehe.

and u, yes u, i will give u a lecture some day.