Thursday, October 13, 2011

My squishy butt is itchyyy ~

- Ok, today was good. I am glad i went for the haji thing, but not school. haji thing was good, at least i blajaq la benda n did remember some. n dapat dok ngn anis and malina. thank u for tht, ada la rasa kelegaan dalam hidup sebentar. At some point in school, i said, apa aku dapat kalo p skolah. apa guna aku p skolah kalo cam ni. no one, nothing is apparently able to make me like school again. i just see nothing there. what i did learn is a chap of agama, how to increase yield in production of rice which is hydrophonic, aerophonic, btui ka ni haha. idk la. thats all.

- How i wish i can treat u like how u treat me. wouldnt it be nice. aha. if its karma, then why must karma slap me hard in the face rite now.

- At least i put some brain. at least i put some rationality in it. at least i put some effort. at least i put the word trying in it. at least i am. and i am actually nothing like that at all.

- u know u need every single living cell in your living organism to get thru it. u know it, u know that. but why the heck arent u working that every bloody cell in your living body to do something. oh god. benda ni sendiri tau la. kalo dah tau kan, do la sth. not keep talking about it.

- i like it when i ask someone to smile, n that someone will smile. not instantly is fine for me, but later on when i come back and see u, n when u do smile just bcuz i asked u to, thank u for that.

- i may know, i may pretend i dont know, i may not know at all. but i would like to dig it all out like gold and sieve thru it and take the ones that are valuable and throw the ones that are not.

- if u know how much that it is not like me, u would kiss me for it.

- at least i bother. at least i ask.

- that is not how to be a good listener. never ever retort or bantah whatever another person is saying unless u know ur having a conversation rather than lending your ears more so shoulders to someone. listen. be it anything. listen first.

- really ? ok.

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