Little notes from outer space.

schweeetttt. ^_^

ok la okehhh. sory la for being too emotional lately. moody, pathetic, buat trok, apa g, oh emoo. add on to selfishness too. I feel very bad and sorry because of my selfishness, im thinking about myself so much that I dont think of others, of the problems and the worries and the heartaches im causing, but yet still i cant help but to express myself. I cant help it but to be like that because i feel like i need to cater to everyones needs that nobody really wants to cater mine. but thats not true right ? and many more actually. aaaa, panic attack ? haha no la maybe slight depression. i think sebab dah lama xp skolah and berjumpa dgn orang ramai, jd mcam ni la, almost psycho. I shall not buat terok and act as if im anorexic what crap, hahaha. ok fine, esok skola, lusa pun. i cant wait ahad tho i feel like crying and ranting rite now sebab memanggg tak dakk moood but ok fine, lets look at the brighter side. and idky i just cannot seem to get a grip of myself, or at least mature even the slightest bit. daymn.

My school years are almost coming to an end. i dont think i want it to end in an ugly way. I will miss a couple of people veghy2 much. And yeah, it kinda sucks that i am not going for the jamuan, what sucks is when u see jamuan pictures, im not in it, haha, mana la memory form five kita kan, but yeah, i have my own reasons also. one is to avoid from being a lost puppy, trust me i really hate that. so i rather miss all of it than feeling as if i am drowning in the ocean. and another one is to actually go to fulfill that one wish, i want to, but its not worth it, its worth it, but things are making it not, so why put myself thru it.

ok fine, i hear this, i hear that.aiman this, aiman that, aiman dont this, aiman dont that. relaxxxx. study ja okayh. ignore. actually, i cant wait for spm to end, life would be effing good after that. one huge burden gone. but then a hugerrr one haha is coming. i see myself in kdu, hurmm, complicated.

ok, bottomeeee lineee isss. im kinda worried if i cannot get thru it or ace it ya knowww. okeehh3 fine, good thoughts now. everything will be alright. I can do this.

ada masa g, got timeee, always got timeee. haha