Tie the knot.

Alhamdulillah, everything went well. The akad nikah was good. I officialy have a abang ipaq now. And he is awesome sebab bole tumbuk perot dia hahahah. all in all, yes, he is a very caring and loving person. I am glad he is part of my family now, most of all part of my sisters life and I pray for their happiness and everything la kan. haha. The reception was also good. I just hope I did my best for these past few days and made my sister feel happy. That is the most important thing because it is her big day.

All in all i would like to say, family first. Be it anything, eventhough you are not so close or not like others, you can always just fall back and cry and stay there. They would always care for you. Or crap or fart in front of them. Best part is gossip la haha. And just stayin in bed with them and talk and talk. Your family will never run away from you, will never grow tired of you, will never leave you behind. Your family is the biggest part of your life, that you can never deny and you should not. Without your family, you are nobody. As individualistic or as selfish as we may be, without our family, we can never be well, whole ?

I am very proud and glad that I come from this family. ^_^

Yes, marriage is not just about a guy and a girl starting a whole new life together, its also about expanding the family. Not only that, i think the best thing is the process, the whole drama of the whole big thing. I am glad my sis did the wedding here, dapat la merasa macam mana kan, and i could spend some time with all of em. Oh yea about my house turning into a hostel, I am glad it did. ^_^ I SURVIVED, PEOPLE ! the my alone-time did affect me a bit but neeeh, i have lots of alone-time waiting for me. anddddd im not realyy thatt happy about it. for now. hehe.

Yea, had ups and downs. I am still pretty confused about taking it or moulding it. Yes, I rant a lot. But i have no choice. I still need a place where I can hibernate and completely shut myself from everyone. Sometimes, you need to be independent, you cannot hope for so much, you need to go down and do things on ur own, even when you hope somebody is there for you. Sometimes, you cannot blame on others on why they are so independent and not dependent on you, they must have their own reasons. Sometimes, you give more than you take. Sometimes, you expect more. Sometimes, you dont get what you want. Sometimes you just become so inconsiderate and selfish because you just care about yourself. Sometimes, you just be you. And you hope you gave your best shot to make everyone proud and happy for the way you are, for the way you excel, for the way you perform, for everything. And I really hope I did.

* I wish I could trace all the dotted lines with my fingers.


And thank you so much for the ones who came, who helped, who tolong makan also. hahah. thank you so much u guys. bb, Amalina, Anusha, Fitree, Ezza, adek ezza, cousin ezza, dah la tu kot. haha. I really appreciate it. Love u guys. ^_^ and of coz la I will remember you guys for many years to come, God willing.