1. Be it my father, my brother, my boyfriend ( you wont be mine if u were to smoke ), my guy friend, my girlfriend, my anything, if u smoke in front of me, i will kill you. what happen to me was I would call 911 and send me to the emergency ward just to get oxygen supply. no kidding. so i wais breathless and kepeningan for an hour thanks to somebody. pls, dont, just stop smoking !
2. come on, if its a yes, say its a yes. if its a no, say its a no. i am not going to kill you if u give me a no for an answer, that i can assure u. so if it is a no, say its a no, dont make me believe that it is a yes but truth is it is actually a no. haih.
3. I still cannot adapt. yeap. i am very bad at adapting to things i am not well, from ? no, ok maybe from to, because i am really not from it. thats one, two, aiyooo. idk how to go about this. i have to try. like it or not. i have to try. i wont die, thats for sure, haha.
4. My last visit at my moms long lost friends house was omg. haha. adding more reasons to why i should be in kdu.
5. Based on all the conversations ive been hearing and adding in here and there, your parents, well ok parents are not going to boost about themselves bout wtf they have been doing for the past 20 years. if diorang lost contact pon, they would be talking about zmann2 dlu and recalling who is still alive and who is not, yeah, imagine us having that conversation later. haha.
paling2 diorang akan ckp, oh, ive retired, before this i am attached to blaaa3. thats all. and then they will talk about their kids. all day long. so mcm ni la, if u fuck your life, your parents are not going to talk about u, i mean xkan la kan ur parents nk gtaw ppl about ur fucked up life, lets face it, they will just mention ur name, and itu saja. bcuz questions will come out like where is ur kid studying, where is ur kid working, who is ur kid married with, the occupation, whereabouts of that person ur kid is married with. so u see, its like a chain, so if u do good, good will come out. if u f, f will happen. so what im trying to say is, be somebody, be someone, be successful, what parents are doing are not boosting about their kids but its a sign of them being proud of us. i mean after all, what else do they have, instead of money, wealth, position, its us, kids. and for a fact i know, we are much more valuable than those other stuff. if we make it thru and be good, our parents have done well. lets think about if we fuck our life ? im not entirely blaming our parents, i know parents will try their best, it is our choice to fuck our life, but in some way, it reflects our parents somehow.
in the near future, i wouldnt want to be the daughter who is not spoken or mentioned by my father or mother to anyone during conversations like this. i want my father, my mother to have a lot of things to talk about me, to be proud of me. yes, i want to be somebody and be successful.
6. sorry, but i feel so unfair. break 10 much ? damn it.
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