to express is to expose. i am not going to blog what happened today in detail, save it for next time or its sth that id like to keep it to myself.
so today i berbuka with somebody who is very special to me. yea sapa lagi la kan. and also family dia. almost complete, minus the dad.
erm, no i didnt cry, haha, almost for other reasons, but what i felt was okkeee i have to admit i wish im a family person tho i really dont know how to cope in that kind of life but i want. berbuka tadi n the atmosphere n things there made me feel like yeah, its nice to have a family n id like to have one, one day. anddd also i have to admit, i am attached to my parents. truth be told. it was quite awkward or rather we say like oh no, this is my first time xberbuka with my parents. mcm mana nnti kalo berjauhan dgn diorg.
but all in all, it was ok, i didnt mind. i mean kena la sekali sekala try sth diff like this. i got to drive a merc, hehehe, auto ok, first time, no i didnt kill anyone. n xp mana pon. keta org noh.
and just the surface is not enough. its difficult. everything comes with a price, not a price to be paid, by all means, thats nvm. its just difficult.
so i think thats all. the rest id like to keep it to myself.
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