Sedikit sebanyak, saya memang mempunyai darah Melayu dalam diri saya.

I have to break the block. The block that separates my emotions and my thinking. The block that separates my heart and my brain. It needs to work like a pair, which leads to the same direction, not totally the opposite direction.

I need to know who I am. What I am. What I want to be.

I know I am very much capable of achieving things and I know I can do it. I have it in me, just that I am not using it wisely. I am not doing the right thing, I am not approving my priorities. I am not admitting to facts of life. My facts of life. Myself.

I do not want to fail. I do not want to regret for the rest of my life. I do not want to be a failure for the rest of my life. I do not want to waste everything that I have in me.