It lingers, forever and ever.

And it consumes every part of you. Without any purpose or reason. To why it happens.


I wish I could capture every last moment that I had just now, so then I can remember it for as long as I want. Everything. I didnt want to let go. I think I was in tears because I would miss everything so much. Well, not everything la. Some of em, the ones that I would yearn for. Maybe because it makes me feel at peace, it soothes me, it calms me whenever i feel like loosing myself, the smell, the taste. Maybe thats why. Because I know I cannot get it else where. Thats the only thing.

But nonetheless, life goes on. And its for the better. For everything. And for that I am glad. It shall just be memories, for as long as you want. And that is the last.

I will wait for it. I will wait for the day. God willing. =)