I am glad I slept like a dead person.

And I really wonder how it feels like to drink poison like insecticides or somethin. The way writers describe it in novels. Your internal organs, ur veins, ur lungs, ur heart, ur everything are corroding and dieing slowly every second. As if you can almost hear it snap inside of you and falls apart slowly as all of your vital organs start to fail to function. And its happening in you. And there is nothing you can do. It is already in you. All you have to do is wait and die with it.