Surprise, surprise. It did hit me quite hard. I dont want to go.

I have never felt this way before. I have never been so attached to someone like this before. Well, I have but just not to this extend. Ok so I havent. Before this, if I am going somewhere so far far away and for a long period of time, damn let me tell you, I would be jumping sky high and would not think about anything else except for the trip. I just dont anymore.