Pinky brain.

I am glad now because I feel a bit pandai and knowledgeable. haha. ala u know the feeling when cikgu ajar n u paham n for the full two hours u paid full attention ( mind u, i cant rmb when was the last time i actually paid thatttt much attention during ttn, damn btul ! its saddening owkayh ! ) n now u feel packed but in ur heart u feel omg bess. yes, i love it, n i miss it sebab dah lama xrasa mcm ni. lama dh xrasa my brain being used and absorb info. so i loikee. ^_^ nyiahahah

n sebab xsabar nk tau muet results. haha.

ok, so here, I would like to say something biggg. and very meaningful. for me la. One day, well actually throughout my whole life, my journey as i grow up, as i go thru my ups and downs, my life, my everything, I would like to be just like my father one day. haha, not the marah org jadi general manager punya la, I would like to be as smart, as knowledgeable, as wise, as suma good quality that he has. I would like to be somewhat like him one day. =) ok i have another idol, yea, wow, aiman ada idola dia. yeahla, mestila. haha.

yes, he is my idol since i was a little girl and will forever be. and nobody can replace him. despite all those, he will forever be my dad. well yeaaa of coz, he is my dad. the best dady ever in the whole wide world. =) ( damn im having tears in my ears haha no joke2 not really haha ) eventho sometimes i wish that i can poke his eyeballs or bite his cheeks or tarik or chop his janggut off, he is the man who i love the most. i knowww, i am mean, but come on, deep down i love him so much. in my whole life, he plays the biggest part ever in my life, and gave me a huge impact about everything.

so daddy, i love you. =) and i do not want to disappoint you. i know, all the yellings, all the screams, all the long talks trying to tell me things and make me understand better. everything that ur doing that i, as a 17 year old girl or we say a teenager calls it annoying n all sorts, and takes it for granted, is actually for me. for my own good.

i know, i am a big girl now, i can think, i can handle things on my own, i can live with it, so i should think wisely and do what i need to do as a matured girl . =)