I am sad. I want to cry.

=( . haih. its only the second day and i thought im getting better but i am just tired of it. i mean, like seriously, i am so sad right now that i almost cried. likeeee realllyyyyyyy close to tears. like what the fuck. the reason of crying ? u will rofl if u were to know. haha ! see now im smiling, next minute im crying. n the smell. i am addicted to the smell and so oh fuck it makes me sadder. aku mcm gila okay ! oh fuck. hormones. give me some mercy. shit u.