It freaks me out. Yes, I am so scared, again.
I am so glad that the first thing in the morning for tomorrow is driving. i hope its not with mr thongggg. againnnn. haha. i just need to be left alone, have my own time alone, be with myself alone and just keep in touch with myself. fuck, lama2 aku boleh gila i tell you if i keep feeling this way. this cannot work. i dont know what i want. fake much ? fuck much ?
its just why skrang ni the only thing im so fuckingly into and im just like drivinggg3 sebab when i go there, i am yea alone i mean nobody knows me, so what the fuck, nobody knows me and nobody is going to care. i can drive, i can just crap and yell and scream which yea thats what ive been doing all this while and i feel good. i just need that ' omg im at a new place n i feel good ' thingy i guess. entah la.
I seriously just dont know what is wrong with me. I just dont know. I think I know but I dont know. haha. I dont think I want to know. its fuck !
I think its just too much.
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