saat2 paling bahagia dengan mr tonggg ! ok i think nama dia tong kot tapi xpala MR THONG lgi bes. hahah. niwaysss ! dia bes. i mean he is like relax, xpa2, slow2, he is niceee ! haha. i hope i dont cry in the car. everrr.

this is the first time i drive with him beside me n i drove back homeeee !

ok so tgh syok study chem kan hahah sudenly he was like kamu, mai saya hantar kamu balek.yea selepas like sejam mengstudy chem. le approaching zi kancil, he said, xpala, kamu drive balek. n obviously, me with my stupid gigle n made that omg ur fucking kidding me coz i thot id be on the road only for the next lesson face. n he was like xpa2, relax2.

so im aliveeeeeee ! im back home in one piece. thank god. n i drove like 40 n its like gear 4 n its like not lajuuu. ok sebab slalu bawak dlm jv kan tempat kecik, xsmpai 20 pon rasa nk terbabas. haha. so that was the fastest i pnah bwak. for now. n i naek bukit tadi. n it was funnnn ! eventho my first attempt i dok terjerit2 n the abg dok gelak mcm gila. not funny okay !

ok so i guess now i know why i loveee going to jv so much n wudnt mind waiting under the heat n just nganga. its bcuz yea satu im alone there so ada rasa ssdikit mcm independent muchhh ? haha xdak la mcm tu but i rasa mcm yeah i can do this on my own. no problemo kinda thing. n y syok sgt sbb yeah i can do it. at least i can do sth in my life which is driving. i mean the only thing i know is eat shit sleep study n thats all. i can barely keep my boyfriend alive n unhurt ( for a day ? ) , so being able to drive and learning it makes me feel veryy good. i mean i cant run, i can swim n cycle n thats it. what a life, right ?

so yes, when i get my p, even now, i feel like im achieving something. on the wayy. i know its no big to others mcm ala, p ja pon, bawak keta ja pon, anybody can do that, by right thats very true, yeahhh that is too ppl who has been achieving a lot of things that can be remembered for the rest of their lives, mine? i can barely count it. even remember it if i do have one. how sad.

so im glad. ^_^