Its all about boyfriends ~

SO, it is a normal cycle. its a normal thing. U happen to meet a guy that u like, n u guys happen to be compatible and some2 chemistry sparked electric current, and intertwined some2 somethin, hati terpaut, soon enough, u guys end up together. and that is where shit turns to flower, rainy, stormy days are like a walk in the garden with sunshine accompanied with butterflies. agree ?

yes, it is like that. to some couples, that might last for only a month, n they break up. some normaly la three months. but bare in mind, if ur serious in a relationship, like it or not, there are ups n downs, plenty of em, u will argue even on what tudung colour the gf should wear. its from everything. but whats more important is both of u, mengenal hati budi and mengenal seseorang itu, n its not the destination ur aiming or ur looking for, its the journey that both of u go thru. not all true love will end up in marriage. u may get married with somebody else, but deep down, ur heart might still be with ur high school bf. who know rite.

all im saying is, when u have a bf, u eat shit sleep ' ur bf '. nnti kawan2, family suma lupa dah. btui kan ? ur bf will be the top most importante thing in ur life and he becomes ur priority. and he will be the hugest part in ur life. and basically, that is how it is, if ur bf comes 2nd, i tell u, xpayah la ada bf. like i know. but that still depends, i know this guy, his gf is number 2 buttt still i know shes number one in his heart its just shes number two sbb he spends 99.99% of his life with his friends. but i tell u, i really look up at them. the best cpl ever.

anyways, back to the story, like it or not, its like that. if ur not sure what r ur priorities, no la, im not asking u to break, breaking up for me is the last thing u would do sbb sat u cpl, sat u break, sat u cpl balek, weyh make up ur mind la. kalo jdi mcmtu, seriously, xpayah cpl, be single and pls mingle with everyone. tu lagi best ok. xyah pkiaq lama. maybe u can just hold on and have some space and think about it. but this only comes when ur serious in ur relationship. i see some ppl today they are with a, tomorrow they are with be, next week they are with Z n the next they are back with a. how can u do this. change ur bfs like u change clothes. like wth r u trying to do. make a collection out of it ? n i dont get it. how could u have the idk what to like cpl with that person, n then break up n cry ur eye balls out, n then u cpl again, n u start all the process all over again. arent u tired ?

so, ok, before making ur bf number one, make sure he is worth ur time, ur effort, ur heart aches, ur pain in ur ass, n the list goes on. if he seems like hes not, its ok, just go on with it. sooner or later, in time, u will see it.

ok now, to the friends and families who got neglected when u get bf or gf. i know, it hurts. spa xsaket. its like kita xwujud dah. lgsg xdk mkna. xpa.rilek. ive been thru it. like it or not, kita kena trma. its their life. xkan la kita nk p tnjuk kita xsuka ka xpuaih ati ka pa rite. its their life. its up to them dpa nk hidup dpa cm tu. kita kena paham, dpa dah ada somebody, its like that, so kita ni kena just pray and hope for the best la and move on with our life. suka atau tidak. trust me, if u xdk bf lgi, mmg u akn kta mg selfish gila bla2, mmg, i have to admit, sket hati, selfish, kejam, i mcm tu jgak, ada bf xigt apa, tp still i try to put my feet on the ground la, satg u ada bf u akan tau la mcm mna. the time will come. and u will understand it.

and really, love is blind, is really true. u will see an imperfect person perfectly. u will. =)