From based on just now, ini hanya andaian la. i can never come out with a concrete conclusion. more so a concrete solution. ever. for now. certain things are still unsettled.
we are the same. you are scared. i am scared. we have fears. we have doubts. we have disappointments. we have dreams. we both may seem so happy and jolly and brave and strong and say hey, chillax, i have built a wall as huge as the great wall of china that even asteroids cant break em apart. truth is, we are goddamn wrong. its so wrong. i think the wall is just as thin as a sheet of white paper. easily torn, easily destroyed by ugly colors, easily penetrated.
what u see is only the surface, u can fake it, u can pretend, u can be ignorant. u dont know whats beneath it.
we are just closing our eyes, pretending that fairy tales still do exist after all this while. living in a dream, just waiting for reality to knock us off and wake us up. living with that ugly fact, just sticking at the back of our head. like a sore. its always there. always been there.
we just dont say it out loud coz we do not want to ruin the happy moments that we may still have. it may be the only thing that is left.
you are human. i am human. we are humans.
as how much it really sucks, we still need to hold on to reality. the real truth that anything can happen. we dont know what the future brings us.
so, enjoy what you have for now, coz u may loose it the next second.
who knows.
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