its the effing weekends and i should be studying rather than wasting my precious time. mid year is less than a month.
i am oh so goddamn allergic to MUET ! well yea, my brother says its muntah. kinda sounds like it anywayss. but mind u, i do enjoy it. its just really, dont force me when i dont want to do sth. i dont like to be forced and controlled. mind that. at all.
it totally ruins my mood.
i wana grow up but i am afraid to grow up. i am afraid to commit and give my full commitment to sth. up till now, i havent done anything like that before. and i dont know when will i grow out of it. i will someday, somehow. i have too. i will have to face my fears and grow up.
and i would die if i were her. i would. i cant imagine myself being in her shoes, frankly. i couldnt even manage myself after what has happened to me last year. note it was so stupid. i didnt know what i should do, where should i go. i just lost hope and became so aimless. so stupid too.
all of a sudden i wish i have paramore cds. haha.
hearing stories about breakups and heart breaks really freaks me out.
sorry, but i am pertttyyyy sensitive nowadays.
shoot me and make my brain explode, please. thanks very much.
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