Lying in bed, eyes wide open, the mind in a whirl..
thinking...wishing...
then a thought came to me..
If only I could open my heart and set my feeling free, so I might find
some happiness...before more years slip away..
Hoping I will wake up each morning looking forward to another happy day..
leaving all sadness and unhappiness behind..
If only everyone around me could help me find new desires and feelings
of excitement....could understand me more, help me overcome this terrible feeling inside..a feeling of loneliness, feeling of pain that will not subside...
If only someone could understand why sometimes I'm overwhelmed with stress, sorrow and sadness..why my soul feels weak, my mind is screaming..., why my spirit collapses, my heart is bleeding...???
I'm depressed, I feel hopeless, mindless, worthless... up and down I feel sad..no emotion, just hollow, nothing inside, so empty...
I know this isn't right, but what can I do...how long will I be living like this..??? and I've been distrust..will someone take my hand...and love me???
- i find this very interesting and beautiful.
yeah like how i described my heart as a sinking ship at school just now. u see titanic ? a whole in it, water gushing it n its getting heavier by the minute and its slowly sinking ? and then u dont see it anymore ? yeaaa, thats the one.
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