Learn how to forgive and forget. Even worse come to the worst, if you are not able to forgive, fine, forget it will u? I know ur no saint !
Why bring it up ? Why say it out loud ? Well, its ok if u happen to terrrremember it coz its ur mind, u cannot control your memory, choosing what u want to keep for the rest of ur life or burning shits in ur head.
Why have grudges ? Why have and keep bad memories for over more than 10 years ago incident ? Why act as if it just happened yesterday but damn it was ages ago ? !
Why? Whats done is done. Theres nothin u can do about it. Obviously u cant turn back time and pretend everything is perfect, as if.
Im not saying as if i forgive n forget those kind of things. im not saying i dont have grudges. im not saying that i am not angry at certain things. im not saying i dont remember em, oh let me tell u, i remember them vividly and i will for many more years to come. Eventhough i do hate someone, but i tell u, as much as i hate him, and ive never hated anyone that bad before, well ada la but thats another story, i know he is a nice person. he is. n i owe him. he taught me things. i am very grateful for that. and i wish i can thank him someday.
but this ? why ? this shouldnt happen. have u ever even thought of moving on and letting go of that stupid incident ? or have u even gave it a thought to why it happend, what caused it ? was it you ? absolutely not. wheres ur whatever self reflection thing ? why cant u think and move on ? its so sad and sickening that it pisses me off. im sorry. pls, dont ask.
and im sorry for being pissed. im sorry i tossed it. i couldnt control my anger. im sorry coz im 17 and that i have a heart and mind that knows what should and shouldnt be done in this kind of situation better than u.
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