This is my mentality. Hence, yes, obviously i was mad and furious about the whole thing. and worse i cant just simply say it out loud to anyone in random. of coz i cant. i cant let it out. only to my parents i can without feeling guilty. well, to be more precise, muhd rizal.
the rest, they will slap my face and say im crazy. yeapp. unless u know me. even u do, i know u dont agree with me. im so sorry. im so sorry if tadi ive said anything wrong or anything. or even all this while. so pls, just give me some time to get used to this whole thing.
i know bukannya benda besar pun n knapa i mrah sgt. its no big pun kan. well lets not look at the small picture, lets look at the big one. hadoi. susah la nk ckp. n so before i could open my mouth and say anything tadi, rizal said it has nothing to do with me, let other people settle this thing, i should just go on. yeap, i was so stressed up that i nk pinjam someones phone and call my mum or dad n talk to em.
yeap. my focus skang ni spm. lepaih spm kalo aku nk jadi activist ka pa benda tu len cita la.
Thank u amalina for noticing my feelings. haha. ^_^ yes2, dont be so angry or il be 50 in no time.
n to ezza who was saying aiman, relax aiman, relax.
n to hidayah who was like aiman, why so stressed up.
n to anusha and sharon who said i shouldnt withdraw myself from it and to go on with it.
n to anis who had that talk with me.
i think i rasa mcm nk jerit kata wth la weey. sory la. im just not used to all this thing and the whole concept.
but seriously, thank u bcuz they are really doing a good job, putting their efforts in this and all. so i will try and make much of it. take it in a positive way. well obviously, everyone is taking it in a good way except me. i know its a good thing, so ok la tu. byk pros dia. xdak cons pun. its going to be ok. and i will be ok. ^_^
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