I am not asking for much.

Fine. ok, its ok if you dont like it, its ok if u even hate it. trust me, i dont care and i dont give a damn whether u like it or not. as long as he is fine with it, n not only that, he is supporting it, thank God, i really just dont give a damn. im not going to ask u to love it, im not even going to ask u to like it, all im asking u is just to be ok with it. xpa, xmo support xpa, its fine, i know what im doing, if ur not much of a help and wouldnt want to help, xpa, byk org lagi dkat luar yg boleh saya ckp n mnx tlg. just, pls be ok with it. ni idk whether its just me or what but i think its reall la sebab hari2 laen xpnah pun nk bebai pagi2, nk mrh2, i balek2 rmah pun first thing i hear is like that. xpnah la nk tunjuk xpuas hati yang tang mana pun xtau la. yea mmg saya buat muka sbb saya penat n upset and uptight sgt n tension sgt tp kena ka mcm tu. saya buat muka sebab saya balek2 saya still tgk benda yg sma. saya just mnx tlg buat benda tu ja. xdak apa pon. kalau bkan time2 ni pun haih saya xtau la nk kata cna. kena sampai saya buat muka n nk gadoh ka bru nk buat bnda tu ? apa susah sgt ? kalau xreti, fine, xpa, blajar la. setua mana pun kamu, its nver late to learn. be it from ur mistakes or new things or things where u should know how to do as a normal human being. kalau xdak masa, jgn merapu, saya boleh buat dlm masa dua jam, cant u ? nk harapkan saya jgak ka buat ? sampai bila nk harapkan saya buat benda yang mmg kamu perlu dan mampu buat sendiri ? nnti saya buat gadoh pulak lagi. apa nk jadi pun saya xtau. xpuaih ati ka x suka awat xmai ckp dpan2 n talk. xpayah la dok torment hati n jiwa saya. saya cukup xsuka. yea, mmg, benda kecik ja, kenapa nk dibesarkan, tp masalahnya, benda ni mmg xptot jadi pun. n idk how la nk buat dgn bnda ni. nnti cakap gadoh la lagi. suma akn end up mcm tu. great la. sampai kat penang nnti sama la jgak. haiyo. mcm mana satg aku nak jadi bini org aku xtau la.