I was so angry that i couldnt even utter a single word. i am not happy with what i heard. at all.
why say such things. why think bad about others. especially in this matter. WHY ?!!!!? ok fine i do think bad about other ppl too, but not to that extend n not to ppl like that. why. fuck, as if u dont know them at all. how long have u been knowing them. gosh !
how could u say things like that. even when u said it to me, damn, it fucking hurts. what would he feel if u were to say that to him. damn u. havent u ever thought of that ? he may seem heartless and inconsiderate, but i tell u, he has a heart too, like everyone, and especially towards them. dont u know that ? dont u realize that ? cant u think ?
well, its good at least that u are well aware of karma and the effects. its good to know that u know what goes around, comes around, and what goes up must come down. who told u to treat them badly once upon a time. now u have the fear that they will do u the same n u would be out of place. i am sorry but im not supporting u in this. and i wont.
getting angry at sth or someone really sucks. and what makes it worse is not being able to express ur anger. i find it haard to keep my anger inside me, i have to let it out.i cannot keep it in me. it will slowly eat me up. and makes me so plastic. either i go to that person n tell that person that i am not happy with that person or by what he did or by what has just happened. or id cry bcuz im so angry n so hurt for not being able n not having the heart to yell at that persons face n express my anger. or yeah id just simply shut up and just dont give a fuck about anything for some period of time.
i have so many things i wish i could say and talk to u about. but damn, i would be burnt in hell n bad luck would fall on me and God would hate me for the rest of my life. i certainly do not want that.
* pls do no ask. tx
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