How i wish theres a guideline or a booklet made to guide u. To tell u how u shud be, what u shud be, what to say, what not to say, what to do, what not to do, how to act, everything. Then it will be much more simpler, like trying to memerize agma n sej facts rather than cracking ur brain doin admths. How i wish i know it like the back of my hand. How i wish i know what to do. Its actually a learning process, practically, spontaneously, its sth that u dont know. Sth that is happening n will happen. U know u screwed it up, u realize it, u learn from ur mistakes and in hope u wont repeat it again. It is a struggle. Strugle to learn new things. The ability for u to swim all alone in waters u never knew before n never to sink and give up.
I really hope this wont screw up my march test. I really hope i dont screw myself up firstly.
Love, Gideon.
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