Thursday, January 6, 2011

And i am like, FUCK YOU ! ^_^

Seeing those bitches you hate. ---> oh yesh i hate you im sorry. why is it that every time we bump into each other or sth, ud give me this scary look that says ' u arse hole, im gonna kill u someday' kinda look. no kidding man. like seriously. hahah. i didnt steal ur bf for gods sake ! !

okeee. lets see. bright side first. first week of school ended well rather fine. i had fun this whole week. the idea of having four days of school is really nice. its much more relaxing.

n then yea this wholee week i got up by myself. hiihihi. just imagine, even normally when mr bf wakes me up, id be like crying n screaming n begging to let me sleep. hahaa. but this time i just bgn ja sniri with baby i like ittt ! haha i kinda like that song. n my dads like what alarm did u use ? big ben ? =..= yea im thatttt bad in getting up in the morning.

n for now i feel well stress tu ada skali skala. n yeah, a few days after spm, i wont be here anymore. thats when i say fuckkkk ~ and as usual, there wil be this first thing that will pop out in my mind. always. huhu !

and im very proud to say i am surviving with less phone aka texting and mp4 kdg2. so ive been clean in school. haha. n laptop pon xnganga lama. bkak skali ja. tv x pegang ponnn. n yeah me not spending. ok so i did my nuggets coz sangap sgt. haha. n thats all. but yeah again im proud to say i used my own money to tmbh2 nak byq ttn fees n stuff. ^_^

and engagement next week. byk bnda xbuat g. mcm xdak pa pon. haha. n byk bnda yg i xpuas hati which i wish my parents would actually do it la. gah. so since i xpuas hati, im not gona bother so much. lantak u guys la. nnti hari btunang tu susah, dont come n bising2 n carik me. org dah gtaw awal2. >__<

pastu kaaaannn, i dont mean to sound so lesbian-ish but dangg i like her. tadi she walked in front of me n i was like shrieksss ! hahah. i really3 wish i can hang out with her or just talk to her. like face to face. well of coz ive never said anythg to her in fb. i mean she seems kinda fun to be with. mcm gila2, interesting person. i realllyyy wna know her. n i still love her voice. well yes obviously im older than her but shes wayyy taller than me.

ok i take all the above back. omg...... hahahah. o m g. ok dah aiman dah. sabaq2. stay focus. dont melencong. omg. ok right now, im having like this super headache. i cant believe what i just read. omg. ( note im totallyyy overrrrr reactingggg. gah ~ )

ok dah. rilek lu. todayyy, after rehatttt, nganga sajaaa. ( now u know y i say no to school ) i wassss ok hehe i did do my keja agama ckit. n so sth happen like between hafiz, sha n anusha. i know nushas hair kena cream n stuff. haha. sooooo, yeah just for fun, i used cheah as a shield n smudged cream on hafizs face ! boooyeahhh ! it was fun. hahah. n i waited for him like 10 mins was ittt ? in front of the toilet to apologize. hehehe.

n then we pergi tgk ' fountain ' tu. i like it.. reminds me of water theme parks. hahah. like seriously la. i like for the fact that u can go to theme parks ( note u can walk naked hahah ) n just scream ur lungs out n nobodies gonna look at u as if ur a freak n stare at u. n theres water n rides n its niceeeee. ^_^ n so yes i still do laugh uncontrollably, scream n do anything i want. i enjoy or is it weee haha we enjoy vandalizing anis syakira. ^_^ its fun. yes i played a lottt today. niways, who cares. study2, maen2, party2, wat keja gila kena gak. ^_^ n i had a lil bit of my bulu tangan shaved. haha

omg this is insane ! i meannn im insane. omg ! i dont know what to do right now. i dont even know what to say. i dont know how to act right now. i know what i should think but omg !!! hahah.

ok. nowww. breatheee. trust yourself.

OMG !

aaaaa.. conclusion. this. is. insane. oh. my. god.

hide it. dont say it. dont. mention. it. even. tho. in. my. whole. life. id. say. anything. and. everything. out. loud. dangggg. aaaaa. i wana cryyyy. its nothing. why am i being this wayy. this. is. absurd. oh shit. haha

i seriously have no idea and i just dont know what to say right now.

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