I need you to understand, youuuuuu ~

lets see. yes. im bored. hhaha. btw, xdak cita best dkat wayang. ades. sooo. niways. rabu ni il be taking the computer driving test whatsoever. so im suppose to like study la kannnnnn ~

n then, the results are gona arrive. SOON ! so im just actually worried and scared. not about the results, but my parents especially my dad. i know for a fact hes gona be disappointed. n that is just not cool. at all. ades.

next year. haish. realize that the clock is ticking and 2010 is gona end soon ? again. im worried about next year. of coz la mainly bcuz of spm. seconddly. i need to do alooooottttttt of adjustments. and some accepting and getting used to things. that will take awhile. like time management for example. constant studying. no2, the main thing is STAY AWAY FROM GIDEON ! yea i mean since im like with it 24/7 kinda thing. i hold my phone more than i hold food. hahaha. not good rite. yea for the fact that its not healthy, cancer, brain tumor, all sorts la kan. u know, its like a hugeee freaking achievement if i leave my phone when i go out. like yesterday. i did. n i xterigt pon. so i was like yeah very happy. heheh. ^_^ n id like to do it more often. =)

n that itl be my last year il be in ibrahim. no la, frankly, id like it to be 'itl be my last year in sggs.' sobs2. niwaysss, itl be my last year being with u guyss. yeaaa that sounds way better. n then itl be my last year here. ok i really didnt see it coming. this is so uncool.

so next year yeah, less phone, less texting. source of song is from dim lj. n yes im not that proud to say im listening to mainstream. im thinking of listening to the radio too. haha. but no la, i still do love mayday parade, etc.

time tuition pulakkk. no texting. errrm. ok i am allowed to chew. n songs if i do feel like im dieing, which mostly i do. just i need to pay more att. i have to admit, mmg this year mcm sux, people say its our honeymoon year. mmg btui. we have lotsa work to do, plus study n stuff. tapi kita buat x ? nope. keja nganga, tgk tv, on9. n thats all we do. i know i have been fooling around like alotttt, not paying attention n stuff. n that has to stop next year. at leastttt do make an effort to concentrate n paham pa ckgu ttn ajar pun cukop. n skola tu len cita aaa. hahah.

so lets see. i loveee madam jacq. i really do enjoy her class. so i do wish i can get her next year. tapi seems imposib. n then admts ok i dont mind learning. errrm the ckgu tu, tukaq a. i dont like her. bm aaaaaa. aaaaa xplaaa. haha. chem yes pls change. my chem period is me sleeping, or playing games or simply chit chat. phy aaa, errrm xpla. xyah tukar pun xpa kot. i love her modules. its really good act. biooooooo hihihihihi ok la kottt. dgq ja dia ckp. n get free, useful notes. i like. mathsss yes ok. i dont mind getting her next year. shes the second pn.khoo. haha. tp mmg kami trok a, since dia baek sgt, start from trig, kami xbuat keja suma. so mmg elok la kena marah. haha. abes tu, aaaa sejarahhhh i want rofizaaa. ^_^ agama ann. ok i know i have this love hate thing going on with him, but yeah, i dont mind having him. since xyah wat keja. haha. acc yes i want norhayati !

ok, so as u can see, ok laaaaa. i do miss school k. i miss the class. i miss the people. i hate for a fact that i get easily irritated by over anythingggg. just bcuz im simply, fuckingly bored staying at home. like, right now. hahah. so if i go out, i wont really be so mad. get me ?

pastu kannn. we are growing up. i mean. kita dah tua. hahah. just the thing is, kita kena more matured. n im not even near to ittt. one. two, cna nak have funnnnn ~

adoi. this is sho stressful. haha ! ^_^

and yes, you. pleaseee. dont be 'like that.' if ur gona be with a group, ok, stay there. u need them anyways. it doesnt matter. just dont come n meet me. ignore me if u could, better. meet me only when ur alone, when ur like urself, when u always are when ur with me. bcuz i cannot stand u like that. pls do not annoy me or irritate me.

it really sucks if u have things to say but u cant say it out loud. sometimes, u cant say it to anyone at all. its not gonna do u any good. perhaps itl just ruin u and tear u down....