listen, for all i care, u can spend well 24/7 or even the rest of ur life on it. frankly, i dont care. but dont get me involved in it. thats all i ask. u know how much i hate it.ive already been sick and tired on a person over this, n please i really hope u wont be the next one. for now, i can tolerate it. its nothing actually rite now. its tolerable la i mean its still new. but sooner or later, it piles up, or it happens on a wrong day, one day, i may just yell at you and create a scene over a small, stupid matter and get us both into a fight. and i really dont want that to happen. so please, if its not life and death situation, Hang Up ~ its simple isnt it ?
ok. deep breaths. all things dont have to end up in an ugly way right ? so yeah. its cool. im glad me n her, well, we are ok la. back to friends. and tho it has been like a couple of months, i didnt really miss so much stuff i guess. just, remember, always yes always listen to urself. i mean, yes u can listen to people say this that n other bullshits, but dont believe in them religiously. everything is still in ur hands. ur life, its urs, ur in control of it. i regreted doing so actually. its sth i shudnt do, like at all. thanks to that fucking bastard. yea i use that f word on that person a lottt. n my mums like aiman, stop saying things like that. dude, i dont care. i really hate u.
u know what i wish i can do. imagine an angel. what il do is firstly il break ur wings. n then il pin u down on the floor n staple ur eyelids. to see my naked body. hahaha. ok n then ok so lets take the scene from queen of the damned. just to cut the horror short. she just shove her hands into the guys chest n ripped his heart out. n then she squashed it n then she ate it. cool enough ? noi right. yeah thats what i wana do. well much more actually. n how mean i am. i dont forget things easily, well i do actually, but not in this things. i will remember it for quite a longggg time.
ok dahh. KONDAS HAPPY FAMILY. =) firstly, i really xle pcaya bnda ni. hahha. it all started of me n syhmie as father and daughter. n now theres syamiera which is now chubbykonda n i call her adek. i prefer pngge adek. hehe. well note im kakonda. hahah. n yeah of coz daddykonda. i prefer calling him ayah la. n then siskonda. newww member. asil. dude. i respect her. haha. she rocks laaa. tho x chat sgt with her smlm. but that i mean our very own first conference was coollll ~ n i cant wait for our very first outing together n pics together. keh2. excited ckit. haha.
so ok saya tgh mem errrr ok idk how to say it. hahaha. improving my communicating skills. i suck at itttt ! like biggg timee ! gah !
IT WONT BE THE SAME. FUCK THAT ~
ok so i know have a mixture of egg white, honey n milk all overrr my face. n its taste like pancake. n im hungry. so i may lick it all of my face. hahah
going to kl. im having likeee second thoughts. whats the point of me going there ? ok la at last time cuti nk kluar, n i get to go to kl after like agessssss. but entah la. for me rather than wasting ur money on the flight, the transport the bla3 n stuff there are like expensive, might as well save it n shop at pg. haha. thats my idea. my mums she just said not on shopping, but just to bring me out n lepak dkat kl. just bring me jalan2. so i was like awwww =) tp entah la. im still not keen of it. i mean we can still have girly time together n go dating in pg riteee. i mean plus apa yg ada dkat kl ? i meann for sightseeing i mean ada but entah, baek bwk pergi out of msia. or bring me to langkawi or sthhhh ~~ baru la laen. n i hate flying. n yea new zealand is very the very lawa. better than australia, but id be dead by the time i smpai nz. n id be suffering n screaming n crying n yelling away in the plane. its like 13hrs plus owkayy. gah. i cant make up my mind.
wey3 ! opah suka my piza. hahah ! weeee ! k sory malina. saya syok. im glad she likes it. ^_^ ~~~ !!!!!
ok so ive been crapping like byk gla riteee. n yeah pianooo. adesss. im suppose to go today. haha. but since zi madam still wants to accompany me, entahla. gosh. tension arrrr.
u know, i just cant wait to move out, well no, to study pandai2, keja elok2, ada keta sniri, ada gaji seniri, ada umah sniri. live on my own. but that, comes a lotttt of responsibilityyyyy. so x bes la. tp besnya, u can well do whatever u wana do.
i will forgive, but i wont forget. and i hope you know, you have lost my respect.
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