we are an item. ^_^

yeah give time and a chance for yourself to be happy. but anyways.

allergy, ventolin, steroids.

anyways, the main point. just a thought.

the sight of other people being happy. why cant one stand looking at others being happy ? others getting higher grades than them ? others smatter than them ? others in a happy relationship ? others who has gf or bf ? others prettier than them ? others who are more privileged than them ? and the list goes on and on and on......

well, of coz, u will feel a lil bit xpuas ati kan. maybe la. or sth like that. but the thing is, to an extend where u would do things to ruin that persons happiness and life? perhaps even take it away from em. why would u do such thing ? why would u create stories ? why would u spread rumours ? why would u wana try to break a happy couple ? why would u wana bother bout other peoples life ? note who is not even related to u at all. why would u wana be in between things ?

what do u get out of it ? if u feel happy making people feel miserable and look at em having problems and ur the cause of it, i think ur a sadist. i know mmg sadist xdak kena mengena. haha but if i were that person, id rather be a true sadist where id tie the person to a pole, take a knife and stab that person to death and enjoy the screams, tears and blood instead of doing those kinda things. or others close to that. at least i really do get to torture someone and feel the pleasure of it. but doing things to make other peoples life complicated, or worse u manage to ruin their life and take it away, its like firstly, ur ruining or taking something which is not even urs. and after all the 'hardwork', u wont even get it anyways, coz its nver urs. and never will be if u keep on being like that.

i think i understand the mind of a sadist better than i understand the mind of someone like that.

* note - i dont mean to say a person like that is like or worse than a sadist. its just an example.
thres always pros and cons. good side and bad side of a person. so it doesnt really matter that much i guess. and this is just from my point of view. i really dont get em.