love today !

okayyyy. keeeeeppp. itttttt. toooogeeeeddderrrrr2. keh. ^_^

i felt like screaming. no even now. i feel like screaming. n felt time tgh mkn. rsa cm nk jerit je ckp x reti nak ckp ka ? i was thisssss closeeee ( if u can see my finger ) to yelling at em. but i manage to sbaqqqq n keeep.it. togetttherrr n yeah i survived. proof > i didnt get slapped by my dad. heeee.

okay3. the thing is. im hyper ckit kot. n heppy. haha. despite it. ignore !!! the thing is. yeah my mums like jom p pekan. yeah of coz i gelak mcm gla dlu n then like yeah jom. coz if i were to stay at home, il be sleeeping spt biasa. n then mlm pun wat gedik p tdoq awai. gah. ok la so i went out. mula2. with wedges. ok my first 30 steps was like oh my toot god how can one wear heels? then after that it ws like oh oke. heee. tp lma2 lenguh gak aaa. so ok2. practice2. doin ok. ^_^

- malas. aku. nak. layan. la. - no2. try2. =)

ok. so ive nver been this fat in my life. seriously, no joke. im fat dah. my dad mentioned it. friends mentioned it. like aiman ur tummy is so big.... its just mmg im fat. siap pipi kena diproses. argh ! ok so m starting my diet again. the two spoons of rice n lotsa vegy n fish. if still lpaq or snacks wud be yoghurt or two pieces of cream crackers not 10 with slabs of jam in betweeen. haish. so sad. like literally i akn tmbh nsi dua kali for every meal. exercise mmg la ha. ha. ha. n all i do is sleep. gah. n have supper. like heavyyy.

tp yeah ckp diet i had. heeeee ! wait for it. haha. ok chocolate chip cream and blueberry cizcake. heaven. yeah dating with my mum. ^_^ n yeah i like it. lepak dkt starbux, relaxing ~

and. im. still. coughing. oh. no. im. almost. out. of. steroids. ^_^

i was like aaa... hahahahah ! okeyh3! m luffing my ass off. haha. okeyh3. xleyh2. hahahahah. okey3. n then plak m like aiyoo rindu pulakkk. okeyh2. at last i can say. suka. ^_^

ok so yeah the outing tadi was really i suka. mula2 i dont have to stay at home. dua i just u know i was outtt. heee. with my mum. i loikkee. n then dpt tgk bju2. tu yg suka act. hahaha.

so i cleaned up my room. a bitttt. i was more to trying out my baju n stuff. oke i korek2 dlm almari tu, sbnrnya, aku ada byk bju. aku xpkai ja. haha. firstly, i feel coz knapa aku nk susah pyh pkai one bju inside and a cardi outside. sbnrnya x pun, aku mls ja. i rather wear tee n jeans. which is like i keep on recycling n wearing the sameeee thinggg. so i jsut look the same all the time. n i dont like sometimes. but mostly coz of like if i wear sth diff rather than tee my mum wud be like ni nk kluaq ngn bf ka ? aku cukup pantang dgq cmtuhh. very. n then she blames me for not wearing em. haih. but yeah i did tell her what i felt, n told her to get me those cardis. hahaha. so it went quite well act.

n yeah. i dont get u. n sometimes, i reealllyyy dont wish to understand u. ^_^

im having images of blood. not good.

oh3. ahad ja kot p skola.

n oh. aku xsedar pun raya haji is cmg. i ws like aaa ? rya hajii ? yeah n its all a blurr. mmg xrya haji lgsg. like. lang.sung. tak. anyways lah.

n oh, im lazy dah.