perhaps, in my 16 years of life, ive never felt that way. it was so comfy indeed. n i felt good after that. till now. it was just so nice. and the bestest thing is i dont recall feeling that way ever. ^_^
i got up at 9 plus with my mum not making a happy face n said i refuse to wke u up. i apa lagi i was like i clearly told u guys to wake me up n now ur blaming it on mee ???? gah. so blah3. the whole day was just loud. haha. i didddd help my mum. my dad turun as usual blah3. n yea hes like can u stop laughing. yea i know2 its my second nature. but i cant help it. i would just literaly laugh over anything, two especially when im tensed. i couldnt be bothered. but hes like only kids do that, adults dont coz ur goin for interviews n whatnot so ur gona be like tis ? n im like errrr not when im in my serious mode. i know la bila nk gelak n bila nak serious. okeeeee.... n then he dok merepek apa tah lagi la aku gelak. aku rasa aku bole gilaaa. ok2 i admit im very childish. i laugh uncontrollably. im still a kid. =..=
this reminds me. dang i just yawned. k2 this reminds me im actually a big girl already. i need to behave, be more presentable, be lady like, be a young lady. hahah. n i really fail in commerce. the whole day he was mentally testing me, from guessing the words n letters to maths to my patience of coz. with two letters which means no n three letters which could be boy or yes. btw that boy. ergh. he knows i wna go for the kenduri but he sja buat lambat. mmg sbq trok a. haha. the maths part hes like evntho ur a gal, u need to know how to manage ur money n hes like no starbux. argh ~ n compound interest. n er hes like if u dont know the answer im gona kick ur ass. hahah. so i was like oh shit i got to do my maths now ! n stpm much ?
hey3. i got a super cute cactus. n i love it. ^_^ hihihihi. pics laterrr. my first ever plant btw. hahah. kalo rajen.
so i went to the kenduri. halfway walking, i ws like wtf am i doing hereeee...? haha as usual. n i have this thing called blisters i think tx to my effing wedges. saket aaaaa. why is it so hard to be a girl ? hahaha.
n tx to malinas mum, really thank u so so much, perhaps after the conversation, n me pushing malinas mum to question her more, n saying that particular phrase, some spark of light would make my mum realize. i know, i und, its not easy for her too. im the only child. the only daughter. but i need her to und me too, that its also not easy for me, especially her being that way. im trying to grow up. n she being that way is not making things any easier. but i dont really blame her, she has her reasons, but i accept my dads reasons better. they are more reasonable. haha. niways.
i do wish i can drive, xla susahkn parents sgt. oh yea this.
It may be the last here. but not the last with us right ? =)
i have to say, this statement is the bestest ever. n made me feel so effingly wayyy better n i managed to sleep. ^_^ tx malina. =)
yeah i just realised bfre sleeping last night, n like dude, that thing cudnt be processed in my freaking head. its just tah. i felt like hugging someone n cry n scream my lungs out at that very moment. it will happen one day, somehow. n say i cant believe this is happening n i dont wna go. n lots more. aish.
n yea yet again i must admit i really do not know how to socialize with teenagers. hahaha i mean budak2 yg sma umor. i really work better with aunties n uncles. ades. n i prefer mixing with em la actually. haha.
the worst thing ever is being in a situation where u cant do anything. ur not able to do it. its out of ur control. like cheering, or entertain someone perhaps. u just dont have the ability or not able to do it or sth makes u unable to do it. soooo, the least i can do is il try to post at least a post a day. i hope itl make u smile alrytttt. =) really, it worries me to see u that way. fyi okee.
btw, im so in love with riffs.
n so yeah. all in all i can say today wasnt a bad day. wasnt thatttt badddd. melepak dgn kak raudha n abg amirul at the kitchen. i like seeing them. a sweet couple. ^_^ haha.
so yeah the thing is, all the best for me when i get married. arghhh ~ i refuse to imagine the chaos that i shall make. well no, not me, my parents, but im the cause of it. arrrr.
its only 815pm on a saturday night and I AM YAWNING ALREADY !
wthhhh ~
oh n yeaaa. leklok ckittttttt ~ ckit jaarrrrr. xmo byk....
nih3. aku nk wat kureng ckit. tadi mr robin ckp melayu. xpla. aku dgq dgn khusyuk nya la. ckp empat patah perkataan, n then there was this longgggggg pause n silence. aku apa lagi gelak aaaar ! haha.
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